Don’t get me wrong, I can only imagine the anguish that one must go through to end one’s life.... Just seems that thought of loved ones would tip the scale in favor of backing out of the act.
You don’t know what you’d do if you were in that state. I believe that, at that point of despair, you would be thinking about is finding relief. You won’t be thinking about the impact of your actions on your loved ones except that your family and friends would be better off without you.