You’ve made up your mind, but that doesn’t mean it is in accordance with knowledge.
Do you listen enough to your Lord to get His heart, or do you just see someone parroting a bunch of rules at you?
There is a difference.
Go away. I am finished with you. You go do what you do and I will live my life as I have lived it all these 60-plus years. I have the feeling you are not my age and thus do not have the history I have. And I am finished talking to you about my LORD. He KNOWS who I am and what I do for HIM! Not you. End of message.