You seem to continue forgetting. There is a you. There is a me. Their is no "we" and no "us" and no "our." You and I are not friends. You should see Thad Cockroach's doctor for an Alzheimer's evaluation.
That does not mean she wasn’t a heck of a girl.
So, by your own admission, you do not belong in politics.
My advice is perfect for those who want to win.
You do not care about victory, you see this as some way to be an exhibitionist of your “perfect” soul.
So you are the one who should take up knitting or gardening. Politics does not suit you.