It’s obvious that she doesn’t really believe the things she says. When she said “I feel completely..(deep gasp)..,I feel completely, like...comfortable with the decision”, its clear she does not. and when she says its now about a month and a half after the procedure, she looks like a devastated human being, and the words she says seem to be to make herself believe that she hasn’t done something horrible.
You watched it? I think I’d throw up if I did.