I don’t know ?
My name is John.
I’m an alcoholic.
I drink out of boredom.
I drink, because I think, the only way I can express my thoughts is to get in an uninhibited state. Most people I meet or engage in conversation are completely clueless.
When I meet a “Smart” person, I have no interest in drinking etc..
Sadly, most people are dull or thoughtless.
I’m not a very social person, I know.
INTP