You have no evidence for this belief when it comes to the historicity behind the death of Christ. You have a very strong desire to see that be the case, but your desire gives you idealogical blinders over a simple fact of history, and shows that you have disdain for the science behind history.
There is no science behind history for one to disdain.
I don't know what "belief" you're referring to. I do have a belief that you don't have the power to read minds despite you claims of knowing what they are thinking.