He doesn't want to live. He wants to die a martyr destroying Israel in Armageddon with (apparently) a nuclear attack.
No joke. He believes the 12th Imam will come after Armageddon. He speaks of it often.
But if you know of some way to hurry the process without the Armageddon part then please do it.
If he does have a nuke, this may be his last chance to launch it at Israel.
It may also be why there are defections within.
They’ve discovered that Iran has a nuke ready to launch!
Just a thought...