You trotted out this nonsense before...so I’ll just tell you once again you should consider a Christ centered church, and yes it could be a Catholic one or a Lutheran one, Baptist...whatever...
get into some Bible study and ask some knowledgable people what the Bible actually is, what Christianity actually means...
I would invite you to entertain the services of a cult deprogrammer but if you actually followedd through with this advice, you could knock down two birds with one stone and it would ultimately be the very best decision you could make!
Deja vu!