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Confessions of a Lapsed Atheist
American Thinker ^ | 6/21/2009 | Jenn Q. Public

Posted on 06/22/2009 5:33:32 AM PDT by SeekAndFind

Do you believe in God? Really? And you're willing to admit it in public?

Oops. Sorry, for a moment I slipped back into the arrogant Atheism of my youth.

Before my parents had children, they decided to raise their kids in a secular home. We had gifts at Christmas time and chocolate covered matzoh during Passover, but there was no religion and certainly no God.

When I was in grade school, God was just a kind of nondescript character who popped up in Little House on the Prairie books from time to time. He seemed like a decent enough fellow, but was more or less a bit player who didn't have much to say.

After my grandfather died when I was seven, his Baptist minister lifted me up in his arms and told me, "It's all right, Grandpa's with God now." At that moment, I could feel my dress was hiked up in the back and all I could think about was pulling it back down. But later, I asked around and discovered that God was our Heavenly father, whatever that was supposed to mean.

I figured, who better to ask about my Heavenly father than my earthly father, but when I did he laughed.

He wasn't amused in a "kids say the darnedest things" kind of way. He was laughing derisively at the idea that my mother's family believed in God. And thus began my introduction to Atheism.

There are people who call themselves atheist who are simply nonbelievers, and then there are the big "A" Atheists for whom Atheism is almost a religion. This quasi-religious doctrine isn't neutral on the existence of other religions; rather, Atheism is a virulently anti-theistic creed characterized by sneering contempt for religion and a profoundly dogmatic bigotry toward people of faith.

Want to know how Atheists see the rest of us?

I grew up learning from my father that Atheism is rational, and therefore, religious belief is irrational; Atheism is defined by logic, religious faith by fantasy; and science is real while religion is make believe. Faith, I was taught, requires a willful stifling of reason.

The Torah, the Gospels, the Qur'an? All woefully inaccurate, laughably inconsistent fictions used to encourage belief in an illusion for the purpose of social control.

My curiosity in religion surfaced again in seventh grade when several of my friends were planning Bat Mitzvahs. Surely my friends weren't ignorant enough to actually believe in God, were they? The answer was no. For most of these Reform Jews, this celebration marked the official end to the tedium of Hebrew school. Most of their families were Ethical Culturists with a recreational interest in preserving their Jewish cultural identity. In other words, they too were Atheists.

By the time I reached high school, having had little contact with religion, I was convinced that people of faith were credulous and unenlightened. They gravitated toward soothing tales of God and afterlife to help them deal with their own mortality. At best, I considered belief in God an anachronism, a quaint vestige of days gone by, on par with superstitions about wicked thoughts causing birth defects.

At my extremely liberal college, I was exposed to even more militant Atheism. It was there that I learned the mere whiff of religiosity is worthy of denigration. Many of the people I met approached religion with something between disdain and loathing, and considered all religious belief a form of fanaticism. Christians in particular were characterized as knuckle-dragging, mouth-breathing fundies (and that was in polite company.)

Fortunately my mother taught me enough manners that I kept my bias to myself.

In this new environment, my Atheism was more than evidence of good reasoning, it was a socially desirable badge of intellectual superiority. Make no mistake: Atheists think they're smarter than you. Atheism isn't simple skepticism. It is a certainty that believers are wrong, and by extension, intellectually inferior. Religion, especially Judeo-Christian religion, is nothing more than a crutch for dupes.

But Atheists aren't content to leave religion as a mere object of ridicule. They want it cleansed from public life. And enlightened as they are, they've come up with quite the pretense for justifying the righteousness of their bigotry: they are defending the vision of our Founding Fathers from a dominionist conspiracy to establish Christianity as the state religion.

You see, for liberal Atheists, the only thing worse than religion is the Religious Right, a term they use to encompass all Christian conservatives. And what better way to siphon fuel from the Religious Right than to convince Americans that the government is perpetually on the verge of becoming a theocracy?

And so, they accuse local governments of trampling the Constitution in the name of God and they find subliminal Christian iconography in political ads. They wring new meanings from Thomas Jefferson's notion of separation between church and state, and condemn our country's motto and the status of Christmas as a national holiday. But above all, Atheists stoke fear among religious and nonreligious alike that conservatives view government as a tool to force religion down your throat.

Pope-slandering buffoon Bill Maher, something of a patron saint among Atheists, has called religion "the ultimate hustle." Last fall, Maher's fellow liberal Chris Matthews, a self-described Catholic, roundly criticized Alaska Governor Sarah Palin for talking about prayer in a "secular environment" and complained that she made the Republican Party look more like a church tent than a big tent. In March, Matthews complained, "Why does everything sound like the '700 Club' with this Party now?" Such examples of anti-religious bias can be found every day on cable news, network television, and in the pages of The New York Times and The Washington Post.

As my politics strayed right of center after college, I realized I wanted no part of that Maher/Matthews worldview based in elitism and the ridicule of others. I made the transition from Atheist to atheist to agnostic, and have since discovered why it is often said that religion is experiential.

There was a time when I would have preferred any manner of torture to admitting the possibility of a higher power. These days, I'm proud to say I lost my faith in the Atheist creed.

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Jenn Q. Public writes about news, politics, and the seedy underbelly of liberalism at JennQPublic.com.


TOPICS: Culture/Society; Editorial; Philosophy
KEYWORDS: antichristian; atheism; atheist; atheistsupremacists; culturewar; freedomfromreligion; freedomofreligion; god; liberalbigots; militantatheism; politicalcorrectness; religiousintolerance; spiritualjourney; thenogodgod
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins

Why do you feel the need to judge each Christian? You are not God.

Christians are man - same as all other men. Except, that they believe in God and seek His way. They will fail as small children fall as they learn to walk. Yet, matured Christians are a beauty to behold.

We are all on a walk with Jesus. The more we serve Him, the more our relationship grows and the easier it is to serve Him. As we grow closer to God, man’s strivings become less important and we see the world in altered ways.

But, we are all on a life journey and we are faced with temptations and often fall. But, and this is the important thing, we look to God and Jesus for direction and our path will grow toward God and Jesus. How can that be a bad thing?


141 posted on 06/22/2009 8:22:23 AM PDT by ClancyJ
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To: netmilsmom

Thank you.


142 posted on 06/22/2009 8:37:49 AM PDT by ClancyJ
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
Atheist believe the lie of the Serpent “You shall be like Gods ... knowing good from evil.”

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Genesis 3:4-5 (King James Version)

4.And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:

5.For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.”
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The way of Cain ... was not to follow God's way but his own way.

(Bad result) It continues today.

How anyone can look at the miracle of birth, the systems of our body, the eye ... is so complicated, our heart, brain, blood, the self healing, bones that grow together when broken, cuts that close, etc. etc. ... and not see the wonder it all ... the miracles that surround us daily, is blind indeed. The universe holds wonders and the variety of life on earth is amazing.

Evolution is a theory and despite their saying it is proven ... it is not. There are many things we accept and take as ordinary that are anything but ordinary. EXTRAORDINARY.

ELECTRICITY. WE USE IT YET WE DO NOT UNDERSTAND IT. GRAVITY. our atmosphere ...air ... water we use water and can locate water but we can not create water out of nothing, or dirt .. ...

God created the world, humans, animals, plants, trees, etc.

God help us in our day. Amen. “Of ourselves we can do nothing.”

“ Christians have a HOPE and not for this life only; but for life after death ... eternal life. Nothing trumps that. Praise God.

143 posted on 06/22/2009 8:57:43 AM PDT by geologist (The only answer to the troubles of this life is Jesus. A decision we all must make.)
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To: ClearCase_guy
Crying "Hypocrisy!" is a tool used by the immoral people to beat up those people who actually care about morality.

I generally agree, especially in the political arena. In most cases in politics, it is just immoral people who put up a false front of morality in public and then get caught with their hand in the cookie jar.

Outside of politics, all people (except for saints) have their failings and don't always live up to their own beliefs. The test comes when you admit you failing and make amends and vow to do better in the future.

144 posted on 06/22/2009 9:00:48 AM PDT by Ditto
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To: SeekAndFind

C.S. Lewis a former atheist that became one of the best Christian authors of the last century. I have read almost all of his books.


145 posted on 06/22/2009 9:06:04 AM PDT by Mogollon (Resistance to tyrants is obedience to God. -- Thomas Jefferson)
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To: ecomcon
You, in your omniscience, are "sure" that I fit in one of your boxes, even though you don't know me from Adam.

Arrogance is a hallmark of atheists.

146 posted on 06/22/2009 10:04:07 AM PDT by metmom (Welfare was never meant to be a career choice.)
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To: Tribune7

Excellent article.

There’s also this.....

‘Anti-religionists such as Mr. Maher bring to mind the assertion of G.K. Chesterton’s Father Brown character that all atheists, secularists, humanists and rationalists are susceptible to superstition: “It’s the first effect of not believing in God that you lose your common sense, and can’t see things as they are.”’

Funny thing is, for all the atheists disparaging of Christians as being anti-science, anti-vaccine, etc., one of the most influential people in getting that small pox inoculations going was Cotton Mather.


147 posted on 06/22/2009 10:11:37 AM PDT by metmom (Welfare was never meant to be a career choice.)
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To: metmom
Funny thing is, for all the atheists disparaging of Christians as being anti-science, anti-vaccine, etc., one of the most influential people in getting that small pox inoculations going was Cotton Mather.

Yup

148 posted on 06/22/2009 10:14:08 AM PDT by Tribune7 (Better to convert enemies to allies than to destroy them)
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To: RegulatorCountry

You see this thread?


149 posted on 06/22/2009 10:30:00 AM PDT by metmom (Welfare was never meant to be a career choice.)
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To: Getready

You make it sound as if all believers have had such hallucinations that they call divine intervention.

Tell me the logic of a supposed omnipotent, infallible god who has this need to test his own creation, allows Satan to exist, and delivers spiritual “updates” to Man through “service packs”.


150 posted on 06/22/2009 11:21:56 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: wolf24

The concept of “endowed rights” needn’t mean to imply a “creator”.

The principle of reciprocity doesn’t need a god for it to function.


151 posted on 06/22/2009 11:23:17 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: geologist

Serpent. Oh my, the talking snake.

How does this God reconcile with the existence of Satan?


152 posted on 06/22/2009 11:24:11 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: ClancyJ

“Believers” is a collectivist term. For the Catholics, the Protestants are not true believers. For the Protestants, the Catholics are heretics. Then you have the rest of the items in the basket. Same with Islam. Shia, Sunni, et al. One man’s belief is another’s heresy.

Why would a god need to test his own creation? Why would he need to threaten men with dire consequences to win them over? How is the unity of God not challenged by the supposed existence of Satan?


153 posted on 06/22/2009 11:27:52 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: metmom
Arrogance is a hallmark of atheists.

I'm sure the believers never display their smug sense of superiority by claiming that they have been "saved".

154 posted on 06/22/2009 11:29:21 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: ClancyJ
Why do you feel the need to judge each Christian? You are not God.

The only ones passing judgment are those who carry over themselves the false-badge of "saved" status.

155 posted on 06/22/2009 11:31:05 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: MyTwoCopperCoins
I'm sure the believers never display their smug sense of superiority by claiming that they have been "saved".

Never say never..."very rarely" is apropos.

156 posted on 06/22/2009 11:31:51 AM PDT by Chunga (Vote Republican)
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To: wolf24; metmom; netmilsmom

Communism is much more than mere Atheism.

All of your logic is akin to this:

The Communists were Atheists, ergo Atheists are killers, and if you believe in an imaginary being in the sky, then you won’t become killers.

PS: Tell me what is mentioned in the Bible about what Paradise is all about.


157 posted on 06/22/2009 11:33:01 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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To: geologist
Just thought you might find this interesting:

 
 The Bhagavad-Gita.
 
 
Chapter XII
 
 
ARJUNA:


LORD! of the men who serve Thee—true in heart—

 
As God revealed; and of the men who serve,  
Worshipping Thee Unrevealed, Unbodied, far,  
Which take the better way of faith and life?  
 
KRISHNA:


Whoever serve Me—as I show Myself—

        5
Constantly true, in full devotion fixed,  
These hold I very holy. But who serve—  
Worshipping Me The One, The Invisible,  
The Unrevealed, Unnamed, Unthinkable,  
Uttermost, All-pervading, Highest, Sure—         10
Who thus adore Me, mastering their sense,  
Of one set mind to all, glad in all good,  
These blessed souls come unto Me.  
        Yet, hard  
The travail is for whoso bend their minds         15
To reach th’ Unmanifest. That viewless path  
Shall scarce be trod by man bearing his flesh!  
But whereso any doeth all his deeds,  
Renouncing self in Me, full of Me, fixed  
To serve only the Highest, night and day         20
Musing on Me—him will I swiftly lift  
Forth from life’s ocean of distress and death  
Whose soul clings fast to Me. Cling thou to Me!  
Clasp Me with heart and mind! so shalt thou dwell  
Surely with Me on high. But if thy thought         25
Droops from such height; if thou be’st weak to set  
Body and soul upon Me constantly,  
Despair not! give Me lower service! seek  
To read Me, worshipping with steadfast will;  
And, if thou canst not worship steadfastly,         30
Work for Me, toil in works pleasing to Me!  
For he that laboreth right for love of Me  
Shall finally attain! But, if in this  
Thy faint heart fails, bring Me thy failure! find  
Refuge in Me! let fruits of labor go,         35
Renouncing all for Me, with lowliest heart,  
So shalt thou come; for, though to know is more  
Than diligence, yet worship better is  
Than knowing, and renouncing better still  
Near to renunciation—very near—         40
Dwelleth Eternal Peace!  
        Who hateth nought  
Of all which lives, living himself benign,  
Compassionate, from arrogance exempt,  
Exempt from love of self, unchangeable         45
By good or ill; patient, contented, firm  
In faith, mastering himself, true to his word,  
Seeking Me, heart and soul; vowed unto Me,—  
That man I love! Who troubleth not his kind,  
And is not troubled by them; clear of wrath,         50
Living too high for gladness, grief, or fear,  
That man I love! Who, dwelling quiet-eyed,  
Stainless, serene, well-balanced, unperplexed,  
Working with Me, yet from all works detached,  
That man I love! Who, fixed in faith on Me,         55
Dotes upon none, scorns none; rejoices not,  
And grieves not, letting good and evil hap  
Light when it will, and when it will depart,  
That man I love! Who, unto friend and foe  
Keeping an equal heart, with equal mind         60
Bears shame and glory, with an equal peace  
Takes heat and cold, pleasure and pain; abides  
Quit of desires, hears praise or calumny  
In passionless restraint, unmoved by each,  
Linked by no ties to earth, steadfast in Me,         65
That man I love! But most of all I love  
Those happy ones to whom ’tis life to live  
In single fervid faith and love unseeing,  
Eating the blessèd Amrit of my Being!  
 
Here endeth Chapter XII. of the Bhagavad-Gîtâ,
        70
entitled “Bhakityôgô,” or “The Book of
 
the Religion of Faith”

159 posted on 06/22/2009 11:43:31 AM PDT by MyTwoCopperCoins (I don't have a license to kill; I have a learner's permit.)
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