I feel like I have personally been through 3 Sept. 11th events in a role.
I am positively drained of almost all emotion and interest.
I feel like what I try to do for my country will never matter again, so why try?
I feel absolutely dead inside.
Right now is when we need to fight the hardest.
In your #47, you described exactly how I feel today. I feel so nothing.
I’m sure it will change and I will get back into it again, but I will never look at that man without critiquing his every word and action.