I haven’t seen a photo anywhere.
I thought it sort of sounded like he had given up on help though (and probably stopped taking his meds at the point he was posting)... Regardless, if he was still on the meds it doesn’t sound like he was on the right one for his particular chemistry/problem, or he wasn’t taking it correctly... I don’t want to speculate further on that topic though — I don’t want to accuse his doctors, etc.. Sometimes patients are not always truthful as well...
That stuff was in the thread with his poetry wasn’t it? (I saved them all, but haven’t opened up the file and read through it again).
There was another post where he downs YWAM and Ted Haggard in one paragraph as the example of all that is wrong with Christianity which is the biggest problem in the world. Apparently, Haggard was his mom’s favorite minister.