Oh; I 'understand' it just fine: I just don't BELIEVE it.
Poor ol' Charles... Look what it did to him!
He died an old man, is buried in Westminster Abbey near Sir Isaac Newton, and is one of the most honored men of science. Evolution treated him pretty nice.
You might live as long, but almost certianly no one will remember Elsie in 100 years, and you'll be just as dead as Darwin despite whatever fantasy you have otherwise. I know that because you convinced me so.