I wasn't trying to "set you straight." I had to leave the computer for a while and I wanted to get my answers in.
But I sure don't need you or anyone telling me that I am addicted.
BTW, what is "your" choice for relaxation? Booze or prescription drugs?
And yes, it IS my life and my money, and if smoking is the only thing I do in this life that is wrong, then I think I have been a pretty good person.
Why don't you go ahead and light up and get it out of your system?