That's a fine point, sir. The proof that I have is internal. It's hard to explain. I used to feel exactly as you. So I understand. I know it sounds silly, but just over time, reading about Jesus, and spending time with Him, it becomes easy to see Him.
But, honestly, He is the author of your life- your genome, just as He is mine. Even though you won't admit it. At least not now. maybe someday. Good luck to you.
As I have already said, I am a devout Christian.
There is no clash between Evolution and Christianity.
God certainly is the author of my Genome. But he did it from way, way, way back from where CRIDers posit.
>[Re: Jesus} "Even though you won't admit it. At least not now. maybe someday."
Truer words have never been spoken.
There is more to life than evolution.