We know each others deepest fear. God bless you.
For TERRI and my GRANDMA...
ALL I FEEL, AND HOW I CRY..
I fall to my knees, and I wail…
Why? Dear god oh why?
She fell, her big sin, she fell. She collapsed, she fell
All the life, all the love, all of it gone. Forgotten … she is not what she once was… she is not as “useful” to us… her sin, again, she fell…
She is not perfect.. she is not the way we would have her…. She is soooo inconvenient..
So she is what… gone.. why keep her here.. why bother… why not take her where she is loved, for we don’t… we see the imperfect… we see the trouble to take care of her…. I wail because I want her.. I want her here where I can love her.. I can care for her.. but no- you take her.. but why…
Because we did not cherish her. You will won’t you…
We are this could we are this callous.. her life. Not what we would want.. not what we would have. Not what we want to nurture..
But you will won’t you… you will feed her.. you will love her…
We failed her…
We failed… and so we lose her…
Regarding that other thread we were talking about earlier:
I hope that it isn't time for another donation drive on FR, soon---
I didn't know till tonight that you two had such a "personal" stake in how the judges and the world "judged" the worth of Terri's life---I am so sorry, and I know that having so many "fr friends" that also feel that same as MS, is most disheartening---but, don't despair, I have a loud mouth when I have something I need to say---
And believe me--I will say it---
"Blessed are the Meek" or something like that...