man.. being human really stinks sometimes...
I felt that today. I had to go to the store. I cannot eat without feeling guilty. It was bad enough shopping, but seeing so many people laughing and having a good time just seemed wrong.
Terri might as well be a sister of mine the way I've grown to feel about her. I've lost my father and older brother, close grandparents, each time I felt so awful that I couldn't understand how anyone could be feeling happy. I knew in my head that others naturally couldn't feel that way, but when your heart is breaking, you don't know how there is any happiness in the world.