I felt that today. I had to go to the store. I cannot eat without feeling guilty. It was bad enough shopping, but seeing so many people laughing and having a good time just seemed wrong.
Terri might as well be a sister of mine the way I've grown to feel about her. I've lost my father and older brother, close grandparents, each time I felt so awful that I couldn't understand how anyone could be feeling happy. I knew in my head that others naturally couldn't feel that way, but when your heart is breaking, you don't know how there is any happiness in the world.
There should be a certain amount of happiness in a natural home going.. (or promoted to Glory as the Salvation Army says).. but when it is forced .. it's not so easy to understand..and it seems to hurt more..
I feel the same way about Terri as you do...I think most of us do...
I feel the same way.........I most certainly don't feel guilty when I feed my own children but I feel guilt at every morsel or drop that enters my own mouth.......