Everything you say just scares me. I suppose we all like to be scared.
The Bible says FEAR NOT perhaps more than most other phrases.
We ought to fear only displeasing our Loving Father God.
HE IS ABLE TO KEEP THAT WHICH WE HAVE COMMITTED TO HIM AGAINST THAT DAY.
He promised to be with us and to take us forever to be more fully with Him.
Nothing else matters but walking close to and with Him.
He has even evil ET's under His masterful control.
Besides, supposedly ET's love to eat the brains of people who are scared. Supposedly creates some chemical change which they are addicted to. NOw that's a wild one for you!
Seriously, FEAR OF MAN [and by projection--of ET's] is a trap, as Scripture says.
Grow in faith. Read Scripture; memorize Scripture, walk close to God. Our only hope for a lot of reasons.
AND BE AT PEACE IN HIM--THE PEACE THAT PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING.
BTW, I do !NOT! like to be scared.
Merifully, God has seen fit that I've suffered enough that I'm rarely that scared any more.