As long as you are in denial, the road won't change.
Did you have a point? If so, what was it?
You are wrong, but, it doesn't matter, because to you, there is no right or wrong ultimately, so don't worry, be happy. LOL
I leave you with this question;
If there is no God, it doesn't matter. If there is a God, what could possibly matter more?
If you honestly don't get it, there's no point in taking it any further.
Now, give it a rest. Think some happy thoughts for a change. Rejoice, even.