So have you EVER had a natural physical romantic urge towards a female?
Yes, a couple times. Still a virgin (Except for that abuse, but I'm trying to forget about it), but I've had a few girlfriends and I was romantically attached to them. I'd go into another rambling post, but that'd be somewhat pointless.
How old are you?
Were you ever gay?
Or just abused? (When I say just abused, I don't mean it to sound flippant AT ALL!!!..But I think you know what I mean)
Did you ever play an active part in the gay lifestyle?
(I'm sorry for the probing questions..but I've a lot of gay friends, and have been acused of being a 'fag hag' on occasion...I'm just interested in what you are saying)