How old are you?
Were you ever gay?
Or just abused? (When I say just abused, I don't mean it to sound flippant AT ALL!!!..But I think you know what I mean)
Did you ever play an active part in the gay lifestyle?
(I'm sorry for the probing questions..but I've a lot of gay friends, and have been acused of being a 'fag hag' on occasion...I'm just interested in what you are saying)
Eighteen and seven months. Were you ever gay?
Or just abused? (When I say just abused, I don't mean it to sound flippant AT ALL!!!..But I think you know what I mean)
Yes I was. I wanted men and I had no sexual attraction to women at all. Did you ever play an active part in the gay lifestyle?
Well, you'll have to define "gay lifestyle." Offline I'm a very shy and introverted young man, so no, I've never gone out clubbing or been willingly sodomized by strangers or anything like that. While I considered myself gay, I was as true to my partner as a hormone-drenched confused boy can be (Despite the massive temptations offered by the other gay people who I knew). I somehow kept myself from having sexual relations with my partner; I insisted on waiting until the "commitment ceremony." I didn't hate anyone who disagreed with my points of view, like some gay people do, though one of my straight friends did stop talking to me for several months (We've since made up).
Ack, I'm rambling again. Suffice to say that I was not gay in the way that MTV portrays it. Several of the homosexuals I knew were in the same boat as me, and several of the others were "flamers" in every sense of the word. I've since stopped talking to those ones; they let loose a tirade of "hateful bigot homophobe Pharisee blah blah blah!" every time they see me anyways.