I am plenty butched up, that's why I'm here standing up for myself and others instead of letting jackasses run over me and tell me i should take my screwin like everyone else and shut up because you should be allowed to do the screwin for a percentage. It's bad enough when a psychologist says 'if rape is inevitable, lay back and enjoy it.' It's far more disgusting when the rapist is saying it. Zip up buttercup or I'll rip it off. Butch enough for ya.
I think the secret to your success is your positive attitude.
Now there's a true victim mentality... "It's someone else's fault, I'm going to wallow in laying blame, rather than look for ways around whatever obstacles exist and go on with my life."
And you "waited" for a $30,000 "dream job" for FOURTEEN YEARS? You could have built an entire career in that time. You set your sights way too low.