I understand why you flee the consequences of your belief. But, is that or is that not an accurate description of what you believe?
I am simply choosing my words to express what I believe
There are two schools of thought on this..one is that God made a positive decision to make certain men for the purpose of destruction...the other is God made men and then chose to save some of them (which is what I believe)
God..for His own purpose chose to save some of His creation and not others..He is the creator ..He has a right to do with His creation as He wills