Glad to know you are talking with someone. Frankly, I think you're wrong to think you are a messiah or the messiah.
The use of "end" was put on my FReeper page to indicate the end of the page. I added "beginning" to refer to new life in Jesus.
You know, Jesus?
The One Lord Jesus Christ, only Son of God, eternally begotten of the Father, God from God, Light from Light, true God from true God, begotten, not made, of one being with the Father. Through Him all things were made. For us, and for our salvation, He came down from Heaven. By the Holy Spirit He became incarnate from the Virgin Mary, and was made man. For our sake, He was crucified under Pontius Pilate, He suffered death and was buried. On the third day He rose again in accordance with the Scripture; He ascended into Heaven and is seated at the right hand of the Father. He will come again in glory to judge the living and the dead. And HIS kingdom will have no end.
That is the Jesus to Whom I refer.
jm