Please, don't make the mistake of thinking that I am not willing to answer. I will answer everything if G-d will allow. In the mean time I will be praying.
I never expected this thread to take off the way it has. Who can understand the ways of G-d. But I started it and I will do whatever I can to finish it. Still, it is G-d's to finish, not mine. I will be faithful as He allows, but He will accomplish what He will.
I love you all.
Shalom.