You need to repent and put your faith in the God of Scripture, not some fabricated idea of what you have concerning God. The god of your own making cannot save you. It's an idol.
Your posts have always indicated a real lack of knowledge of God and Scripture, and this comment of yours proves it.
God is God, not some level of consciousness above your own. You are messing with the demonic and will pay a serious price for it.
Thanks Mom...
Those posts are very bizarre
Very much spiritualism.
WOW
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