I hate your manipulation of the Torah and actual JEWISH texts to try and deceive Jews into your beliefs. Your apostles are not part of any Jew’s life, no matter how much you say they are. You and yours have a real problem with facts and the truth.
I’m deceiving no one. I only follow the Bible,Old Testiment and New. All other texts are man’s useless words. Only the WORD of GOD stands forever.
Lookit, what you're saying has all been said before:
"37 And the Father who sent me has himself borne witness about me. His voice you have never heard, his form you have never seen, 38 and you do not have his word abiding in you, for you do not believe the one whom he has sent. 39 You search the Scriptures because you think that in them you have eternal life; and it is they that bear witness about me, 40 yet you refuse to come to me that you may have life. 41 I do not receive glory from people. 42 But I know that you do not have the love of God within you. 43 I have come in my Father's name, and you do not receive me. If another comes in his own name, you will receive him. 44 How can you believe, when you receive glory from one another and do not seek the glory that comes from the only God? 45 Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father. There is one who accuses you: Moses, on whom you have set your hope. 46 For if you believed Moses, you would believe me; for he wrote of me. 47 But if you do not believe his writings, how will you believe my words?”
John 5:37-47 (ESV)
With respect, your fundamental problem isn't that you aren't a "good Christian." Rather, where you're going wrong is that you're a bad Jew. Just as Jesus here was warning his fellow Jews in Jerusalem.
That's what you need to get sorted. Every synagogue today is a synagogue of Satan, almost by definition. You are very badly deceived.
I'll bet that would surprise them and their families.
They were all Jewish and that is recorded as a fact. Seems like others are not the ones having problems with facts and truth.
Gentiles didn't come onto the scene in the early church for several years. It was ALL only Jews for the initial period of time.