I have no interest in organized religion—too many liars, frauds, perverts, con artists, fakers....toxic to me.
Presuming you are baptized, you have quite regrettably been scandalized by what you’ve seen and heard from those quarters.
Presuming you are now an adult, it falls to you to work out your salvation with fear and trembling.
Consider getting past your lack of interest. Time passes and life is short. Much shorter for some than it is for most others.
Might as well look into the Church that was founded by Jesus Christ. We've had rotten popes and dirty priests before . . . but managed to get rid of them. The gates of Hell will not prevail - we have His promise.