Honestly, if you don’t want to be in heaven, I’m sure God will accommodate you.
Meanwhile the redeemed saints, the Bride of Christ, IOW, Christian believers, will be at the marriage supper of the Lamb as we are being married to Him. In heaven.
Revelation 19.
Read your Bible, friend. The Bride of Christ is never mentioned in the Bible...ever! There is one reference to the Lamb’s bride in Revelation 9 and it does not refer to the church. It refers to the New Jerusalem coming down from heaven. THAT is the Bride of Christ!