It is impossible to know how God works in the life of a believer. I think David is a good example. After he lost everything at Ziglag, his men openly talked of killing him. Absalom his son wanted to kill him and a great many people in Israel were willing to side with him. Yet David was a man after God’s own heart.
David is an example to us that we are not to judge a book by it’s cover. God even said as much to Samuel.
Thank you for your testimony.
We are saved by grace and it is a gift from God, which we do not deserve and can never earn.
Even the worst of us.