Ugh...
The Catholic church (the organization, not the institution) is such a mess now.
I have been seriously thinking about SSPX, EO, Judaism...
Or just worshipping in my own private way.
Stay and help clean it up. Perhaps you should look up the traditional Latin Mass with the Priestly Fraternity of Saint Peter.
Judaism is a bit far from Christian beliefs/thinking. However there are Messianic (i.e.Christian) Jewish groups that may be of interest.