Even Joni had to learn this lesson about God. It’s not something that happens overnight but it is a realization that grows stronger as we open up to His will and purpose and understand His unfailing love.
I had a bad dream last night where I was being pursued by demonic “dogs” and I was running as fast as I could. Some of them I could turn around and swat away but even more came at me as I continued running up a mountain. Finally, exhausted, I swung around and but my hands out to push them away...and then I woke up. The very first thing that came to my mind was from Psalm 24, “though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for thou art with me...” God comforted me with His word and His faithfulness. He promises He will never leave us or forsake us.
I continue to pray for you, dear friend.
Thank you.