Thank you. I have been very busy, and that helps. Knowing he has his reward helps. It is the quiet moments, or when I walk into his house and he is not there, and is not going to be then again, that cause the ache. I know I have to have a broader perspective, and in time I will. Right now, I am just sick in my heart. There was something I wanted to ask him today, and well..... People here have been great, even friends of his whom I do not know, and that has helped.
A surreal time for you, I know. It’s being in a state of bewilderment as you take on the Cosmos, alone. I always felt that this is a period when this lost beloved one becomes a part of you, and it is just surreal, this great loss.
My condolences to you. The cycle of the generations hits us very hard and our lives are changed, and wisdom comes. Very sorry for you, but I know you will keep your chin up and give him a fine burial. Keep us posted.