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What you’re doing is repeating all of the lies of churchianity that are going to send every churchian straight to the lake that burns.
Do not pass go, do not collect $200.
Yeshua and every one of his disciples for the first three centuries kept Torah. It its not for you, then neither is eternal life.
With Yeshua writing Torah on the hearts of all of his assembly, there is no difficulty keeping any of it.
Torah is Yehova’s love and righteousness. Without it, you have neither. Just read the letters to the 7 churches; that is the same standard as we are held to.
“If you will not watch, I will come as a thief...”
Do you think he was lying?
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When you walk in the Spirit he teaches you to obey him and follow him .
You can not keep all 613 laws though BECAUSE you need a temple and sacrifice to do so , sacrifice has already been made.
BTW if you are walking in the Spirit you have peace in your life (real shalom ) if your are trying to earn your own way you won’t have that peace. Torah is God’s heart for people but it’s impossible to keep it and that’s why they needed a constant sacrifice to show them that they couldn’t keep it.
Go read it again and grace is no excuse to sin.
Did you forget about Peter’s vision of the animals ?