It's one thing to read that or hear it said, but now that I've experienced it, I finally understand what had previously made no sense to me whatsoever.
Now, I say, "Thank you, Jesus! When I asked You with an open heart, You and Your Holy Spirit helped me to understand."
Please know that ^^this^^ is a profound change within me and I truly do mean "within" me.
Now older but ever the prodigal child, I just hope I don't turn that switch off again as I've been prone to do.
Satan's a tricky dealer who delights in getting us to let our egos play and bet it all on a bad hand.
“I don’t remember how it’s said, whether belief is a gift or a grace from God”
BOTH
Ephesians 2:8 King James Version (KJV)
8 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God:
Grace is and unmerited gift from God.