I ‘felt’ the blackness in my ‘nothingness’ state- it was a crushing overwhelming feeling, and trying to describe it was like the blackness and ‘nothingness’ of ‘outerspace’ (wherever I was ‘sent to’ After I was ushered out of hell I n the NDE) overtook my whole being- like it permeated every cell- dissolving them- yet again, I was somehow able to feel and sense it all happening in this state of ‘nothingness’
It was all very bizarre yet felt so real
That is, Just because you were "Born Again" is no guarantee you will go to heaven. You still have to live a Holy life in the eyes of God.