Lord, I believe; help my unbelief! Mark 9:24
No one has perfect faith, but every time I have doubts, I think, “Where else can I go? Only God has the answers and He knows that I’m a weak vessel.”
When Thomas doubted, Jesus didn’t berate him.
He offered him substantial proof and encouraged him to believe and his faith was strengthened.
We humans see through a glass darkly, and sometimes it’s easy to struggle when what we know is not clear to us. Especially when walking through the valley of the shadow of death.
The thing is, you want to be right. The consequences of being wrong are too great to take the chance with.