Don’t let this quest cost you your chance at eternal life!
Worshiping the “Mother of God” and the “Queen of Heaven” has had that effect for about 4500 years.
The prophets wrote much about it.
To believe that God became man, and chose the young girl who would be His mother while He dwelt amongst us, does not mean we need to worship that girl. It is merely acknowledging what Scripture tells.
I worship no one but God the Father, my Creator; God the Son, my Redeemer; and God the Holy Spirit, who showers me with His gifts.
Peace