You say you like Jesus, basically, and would enjoy getting to know him, but I wonder of you consider that Jesus is either who he claims to be or he is the worst kind of con man, thief, liar, false prophet and lunatic. There really isn't a middle ground here - if we are being honest. There is no "fence riding" where your eternity is concerned - it may come in a blink of an eye. Please think about that.
I believe that Maccoby’s work lays out the general Jewish position, which I endorse and support.
Thank you. God Bless....