I’m not sure I would have done the same if I had been in his situation.
I have always wondered what a soldier of God meant. i think i am beginning to understand.
Me either..
But I have found myself more in tune with what I call my “gut” than I was back when I was in college.
Now when it says to do something, and I do it. I come out ahead. If I don’t do it, but pay attention, I realize I missed out.
When it says not to do something and I do it, I fail badly.
It seems like the more connected I am to those feelings, the better off I am.
It’s hard to explain, but I highly doubt those feelings are created by me.