I will pray that the Holy Spirit shows you the truth and bring you home to His Church.
Tell me, do you ever use antibiotics when you get an infection? Do you keep some type of defensive weapon in your home in case someone breaks in and threatens your family? Why not leave THAT all up to God?
I fully understand WHY Catholics make a big deal out of this issue. It's not all that different than the big deal they make over the "Eucharist". It is all an attempt to assert superiority of rules concerning faith and morals and to presume the Roman Catholic Church - because it claims this superior position (according to it) - must be the only, true church of Jesus Christ. All the foibles, atrocities, abuses, crimes, perversion of the Gospel and demands for full and complete obedience in ALL things gets swept under the rug like some side show in a carnival.
It's quite telling the attacks coming from you people when the basic question about hypocrisy in this one area CANNOT be answered honestly. Quite telling indeed!