Oh, NKP, why, oh why do you cling to that Eucharist stuff? If that is what you consider having a personal relationship with Christ, then I truly feel for you. It is so much more than that.
It is walking and talking and hearing from Him. It is a wonderful vibrant thing. It is learning to listen for His voice and being sure one knows when one has heard it.
Not Swaggart or Catholicism or any other religion has a clue.
My heart truly breaks for you.
When was the last time you were in heaven? I am in heaven, with Jesus Christ, each and every Holy Eucharist. Breaking bread with the one that died for my sins. He walks with me and guides me in every phase of my life. I feel sorry for protestants that deny the real presence. You do not get any closer to the Lord than being with him in Holy Eucharist. I’ll say prayer for you at Mass.