Ah! I didn’t realize you were still talking about your personal struggle as it followed my post about my having polio and was preceded by your statement “more polio. I thought you were suggesting my “more polio” was because I was wrestling with “deep sin”. My bad if I understood that wrong.
No, no... your case looks to me like one “so that God might be glorified.” Not accusing you of having sinned to make it happen. Sometimes I am clumsy and do look for ways to be less clumsy.
Anyhow I was a royal screw up in ways I would never tell in public. But that was a matter of my resources having gone to the service of sin. I root for Christ now and for all Christ’s capabilities, having SEEN what they did for me. And when someone sells Christ’s capabilities short I get really, really peeved! Those years were not wasted.
There was a misunderstanding.
HTRN said *mere*, not *more*.....