So, does your denial of Jesus Christ as God bring you all the joy you thought it would or do you find that in having a new basis for belittling others?
I have more peace of mind than I would ever have in a higher-critical, evolutionist church that hates the Book of Genesis but baptizes totem poles.
It would be a waste of time trying to communicate my experiences in your hateful church to you. I highly doubt you even care in the slightest. You probably want to goad me so you can say more vile, hurtful things.
I'll say this much and you can enjoy it and rub your hands together in glee: I learned that when it comes to "encountering" other cultures, the "redneck" culture gets no breaks from the Catholic Church (unlike the cultures of pagans). Mary in, Genesis out. I prefer Genesis. But you just go on blaming me because there's nothing unreasonable in Catholic hatred of Genesis.
As for your own super-loyalty to your new religion, just be happy you can live with yourself--even if you have no compassion for those of us who could not.