If I do kill myself, have I really accepted Jesus ?
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I have accepted Christ as my Savior also, but sadly, I continue to sin. Does that sin mean that I didn’t really accept Christ? I think not. Has anyone led a sinless life even after salvation? I say no, except perhaps the person who is struck by lightning immediately after his prayer of salvation.
At some point, however, it is fair to question whether one really accepted Christ if sin continues unabated. When that is is far above my pay grade.
The best we can do is the best we can do, asking God for grace to overcome sin.
Thanks. I understand.
It is a difficult subject and I am mostly asking questions.
I am not far away nor too long ago from a dark place.
you good folks are helping to put clarity into cloudy.