wow that was intense. thanks so much for sharing.
you’re welcome- Yes, it was very intense- soemthign I hope to never encounter again- once was plenty- even if it was only a matter of seconds or minutes- not sure how long the convulsiosn lasted, but it couldn’t have been too long- they got me cooled down and conscious again pretty rapidly I think- it was a wierd wierd feeling coming too again and slowly realizing where I was and what I was doign there- it was kind of dreamlike- liek hwen you wake from an itnense dream and don’t know where you are-
As I said, the scariest part of the whoel thign was experiencing that aweful ‘nothingness’ as soon as it happened, it was like “Wow- this is bad’ Everythign was black, couldn’t see anythign, hear anything, feel anythign other than beign compeltely abandoned and alone- drifting through endless empty but dark and enclosed claustrophobic-like space I guess you could say- Hard to really explain I guess-
Soem religions claim when we die our ‘consciousness’ simply floats abotu space- and they play it up as beign ‘enlightened’ and ‘free’- but these folks have no idea the terror of such emptiness and abandonement by God IF it were possible to be in such a situation- which it is not of course- althiough they WILL experience such abandonement and seperation from God in hEll, but it will be a different kind of terror there- more physical and mental accordign to hte bible