The proper way, I believe, to express this feeling is: "There have been times when I have felt let down by God..." When God does not answer our prayers as we would like, that just means He has another plan for us - one which is ultimately for the best.
Some have abandoned their faith when things did not turn out as they wanted, or they felt that God did not help them out of some difficulty. There are no easy answers when bad things happen to us. In such times we can only trust all the more in His unfailing love for us.
All the best and keep looking up!
“All the best and keep looking up!”
Excellent wisdom in all of your words.