[knarf]

So, here I am on a battlefield and I just saw my buddy lose his head to an RPG, and I cursed like a marine for about 35 minutes, ripping everything resembling an enemy human being with the weapon I have ... (must'a took out a dozen or so) and my conscience (Holy Spirit?) was in my head, "Stop this, it isn't right", and I ignored it for my buddy's sake, before I took a shot in MY heart, and now I'm dead ...

Where will I go?

[gghd]

Danged, if I know. That’s up to God. Read Catholic teaching. God decides fault. God will decide whether you get into heaven or not.

If you are curious about suicide & Catholic teaching. It’s in the Catholic Catechism. 2280, 2281, 2282, 2283. The Vatican has a website & you can look in a Catholic Catechism for >free to you. (All of us Catholics donate to support the Church. >By prayers, fasting, alms giving (money).