“First and foremost, I worship God by participating in the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. This is not done for Mary.
I was afraid of that. So the only thing that you point to that you think that you are doing for God that you don’t do for Mary is the worshiping of the bread and wine as God Himself? Do you have a personal and living relationship with the risen Savoir, Jesus Christ, Himself, beyond thinking that He is in a piece of bread a bit of wine? Can you pray or talk to Him and know His presence and does He personally commune with you?”
It is so very obvious when we encounter a pagan. One who does not believe that Christ is God and that as God he can become whatever He wants to be.
There is no more personal relationship with Christ than to receive Him: Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity in the Eucharist.
I am so sorry for you that you have no idea how much He loves us. He died for us and feeds us.
We will all face judgement and I certainly pray that He will be merciful to you as you have slandered Him and made fun of Him and denigrated Him.
May God have mercy on your soul and on the souls of the rest of the unbelievers here who care not for His truth.
I know that he loves us. He died for us once and for all time. The blood that flowed from His body paid the full price for my sins. He said "It is finished". The saving work His death, the shedding of His blood, for our sins was over.
I did take into my being His body that was broken for me and His blood that was shed for me. The very instance that I received Him as my Lord and Savior, meaning that at that point in time His blood and His body was applied to my being by the everlasting God. Like the water Christ offered to the lady at the well this was enough. It sprang up into everlasting life. The water that Jesus offered her which was a picture of Himself she only needed to take a sip and she would live forever.
John 4:13 Jesus answered and said unto her, Whosoever drinketh of this water shall thirst again:
John 4:14 But whosoever drinketh of the water that I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall give him shall be in him a well of water springing up into everlasting life.