While I do sometimes think about my death, I certainly don’t believe we will be judged by how we lived our lives. I don’t believe that what we may do here on earth for a measly 60-80yrs, really has any impact on what may happen for eternity.
You know, I have to say I believe slightly different. I do believe that when I die that I’m going to have to account for the contents of my life to my Lord.
I have to say that I’m a bit nervous about that, because when I was younger I did something that was a horrible mistake, it is my worst sin, and I’ve not forgotten it.
All I can do is ask Him for forgiveness and move forward, learn from it, and not do it again.
Another thing that I try to let guide me is my belief that character is what you do when you think no one is watching. but my Lord is always watching, and I know this is true, I’m not just saying that to say it.
I don’t know if what I have done in my life will affect my soul for eternity, but I feel the weight of the bad things I have done even though 20 years have passed, I still feel it.